ThursDay MooD..

..It's been 4 days i didn't update my blog.. Well, i'm on leave for two days and i'm not feeling well..unhappy actually..plus i don't have any idea to share about....

OMG..i forgot to upload my activity on Saturday last week..I did promise that..damn!! Why i forgot..?? Maybe because i think too much and that make my head spinning..I can't sleep well at night and i seems like don't have any feeling..like a dead person..got headache and many more..

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Today we have Sign Language Class and our teacher is one of our staff here..(IT Officer)..He's deaf and dumb..(he has been dumb and deaf from birth)..But i adore him because he is smart, intelligent and so wonderful..This is what God have shown to us..not only the perfect person can do their best but these kind of people also can..Bravo Mr.A....

Do we have a problem to communicate to him? Yes, we do have a problem to communicate with him but, because of his sincerity and willingness to teach us the sign language, it should be no problem after this..Beside, we still can communicate with him through messages or email because he still can read and we just write to him that's all..

Today we just spend half an hour for the class..and we learned a bit about the theory and practical..Our homework for today is, to find our own identity in sign language..This is the best part actually..hahahaa..but i don't have to do that again because he already gave me..He said it must be simple and nice and easier to remember..It's not really hard to learn just enjoy it and have fun with it..hahaha..

Well, i have to stop here..will be continued.....

..acTiviTy on saTurdaY...Family Day's..

..It's midnight already..i'm still awake just because i want to update my blog a bit about my activity yesterday..Today it's already 8/8/10..and it's my uncle birthday..Uncle Jully, my cousin Tyno and Aaron and also my ex-schoolmate Aaron Olim...

Yesterday 7/8/10..i woke up early with my mum, my lil' Eryqca and my brother Neil..We went to Taman Pertanian..konvoi dengan family Kak Nor..Our Family Day's at TPM at Shah Alam..What a great day i've spend my time with my family and friends there..I want to upload a picture here but its quiet late already so, i guess maybe on Monday i will update all the picture here heheee....Just wait la k..

..I want to go to sleep now..bubye..

..CeriTa FriDay..

..Today..balik lewat sikit..sbb ramai gak yang balik lewat sbb ader prayer diorang kat masjid seblah office ni..so reramai ler diorang pi..Aku? aku takde kene mengena dalam ini hal..(sendiri mau paham la ekk..)..

..Aku malas nak balik awal hari ni..Sebabnyer tak tau aper..just follow my heart jer..(memang gitu pun hari2..hahaha)..Ikut sukati aku la nak balik..boss pun tak marah kalau aku tidor jer kat opis ni..(pstt..pstt..tipu jer tu..haha).Saper la yang rela nak tidor kat opis nie..banyak sangat cerita2 seram diorang cerita..tapi aku steady jer..Yelah kan kalau dipikirkan sangat..sampai bila2 pun tak sudah penakut nyer..

..Hari ni aku lewat datang opis..nasib baik ada assistance..(opss..jangan pecah rahsia..!!)..Dengan kelewatan aku tu, aku takder la dapat kuar gi bfast..kang dicekup plak ngan org2 JPA..nahas aku bisa dibuang kerja gue..(sejak bila plak jadi minah indon ni??)..So, memandangkan tak leh kuar opis gi tapau bfast..so aku duduk jer diam2..Tetiba plak dengar sound2 kat blakang (dkt Pantry)..memanggil kawan2 utk bersarapan..Rupanyer diorang bawak makanan banyak.."Pot Luck" kata diorang...So aku ni takder la bawa aper2..biasanyer aku bawa perut kosong jer..hahahaa..So dgn muke tak malu aku join la skali gi bfast...(dah dijemput gi jer la kann..)..Banyak sangat makanan2 boleh sampai ke petang makanan nyer..Thanks God for the food today..Ader nasik, tempoyak masak udang, kerabu mangga, sambal petai ngan ikan bilis, pucuk paku masak lemak, kuih2 dan kek2 dan air teh..perghhh..kenyang aku..Jimat lagi duit aku..

..Lepas ni aku kene tunggu lagi sebulan nak merasa makanan free..beberapa hari lagi diorang dah nak puasa..cuma aku ngan En.Poo jer tak puasa..Pastu aku ngan En.Poo jugak jadi jaga kat opis ni bila dah nak dekat2 raya..yelah bagi chance ler diorang nak cuti awal..Aku sebenarnyer dah biasa dah..sblm2 ni lagi teruk..En.Poo takder lagi..sensorang ler jadi penunggu opis..nasib baik boss bagi half day..thanks Boss..(ex-boss dan pencen)..Tapi tahun lepas En.Poo kene jaga sendiri sbb aku cuti panjang sesangat..hehehe..(cuti bersalin la..). So, tahun nie kita org berdua la jadi jaga..hahaa..tapi sy akan bawa Eryqca jadi teman kat opis..chewahhh..bukan susah pun..

..Argghhhh..dah kul 6 lebih..nak chow dulu..sambung kat umah plak..tu pun kalau ader masa..Nantikan cerita dari Taman Pertanian aku pasni..sbb besok kita nak gi Family Day kat Taman Pertanian..I'm gonna borrow my cousin camera..canggih jugak lar..tapi sy bukan expert sangat..nway..wait for my next story..bubye..

..ThanKs So mUch....

..Thanks ya..for giving back my broadband..Walaupun i punya sendiri but i feel ashamed to ask them back..(..tuan punya badan pun pandai malu mau minta balik tau..heeemm...).. Thanks Mr.Shah and Mrs. Z..

..Nanti boleh pinjam lagi ok..(tu pun if i bring along with me..hehehe)..I feel so sleepy around 11.45am..and i went to our relaxing room to get sleep for a while..but terlajak sampai 1.54pm..hahahaaa..actually, i terjaga juga dalam kul 12 lebih..But dah time rest..so keep on going jak la..hehehee..Ni kes semalam la nie...

..Last nite i've been attacked by Mr. Blind Mosq aka Nyamuk..That's why i cannot sleep well..damn you 'nyamuk'..you disturb my sleep mode..See what happened today..i wake up late and i feel sleepy here at my work place.. Actually, i just realized that these few weeks mcm blues mode seja semua...slow, sunyi and syokk jak rasa dia...Hurmmmm.....

* Today sa jadi waiteress for meeting pagi2..adehhh...But i have that experience before working with the govt.. 5 stars service punya lagi mahh..hehehee..I'm proud of it..kau ada...?? Naahhh... I'm working sambil kursus under JPSM at Shangri-La's Tanjung Aru Resort (STAR) in Food And Beverage (F&B)..I love my work actually but my dad and mom want me to had a job that can guarantee mylife..our life...

..Experience that i have sepanjang bekerja dengan STAR... I can say wooowwww...adventure, satisfy, happy, full of memory to remember..i never feel regret..Eventhough..sometimes behambur maki hamun depan customer and screaming from my OM (Outlet Manager)..hahaha..funny.. But i still can make the best performances..yeahhh..i likee...I miss them..I miss my work and my work place at STAR..Can i do part time here in SL's Putrajaya??..heheee... Jangan la cari penyakit..

..Now i was try to figure out..should i continue my study or how??..Is there anyone can help me please..?? Any advice?? Any option? Idea please..?? None??..hurrmmmmm...

..WhiLe waiTinG..

..I have less than 10 mins to go home..(actually time's up already..)

..I'm waiting for my boss Mrs.Z..she borrow my modem..belum balik2 lagi..Ayoo..i have to go bah sdh nie..Puan cepatttt....sa mau pi ambil barang lagi di Herbalife..sa mau tekencing lagi ni..kama lambat tul..
..atau perlukah sia kasi tinggal? Argghhhh..nda mau sa punya tu..nanti hilang lagi..

Modem opis ada pun ada org simpan bawa balik..adehhh..wpun berat hati mau kasih pinjam tadi..tapi sa terpaksa juga bagi bcoz Pn.Z desparate sdh mau pakai lagi pun konon important..so i tunjukkan i murah hati..(kantehh..)..i bagi jer la..Tapiii kes menunggu nie laa..aadoooyyaiiiii...dari pagi sampai mau balik ni, tak kan la belum habis2 meeting..Ini boleh mendatangkan kemarahan nie...kata kau!! I was thinking of my mission tomorrow..1. go to CIMB and 2. pi buat paspot...

..Talking about passport, i was wondering why my hubby paksa i buat..I did tell him i don't want to go to Macau..berat terasa hati mau pi..sa malas bah....(kanapa bah tida pandai paham2 nie..) Ko mau pi ko pi jak la..Heyyyy..spoil my mood suddenly la plak.. Tapi pi ja la buat kasi puas tu hati..

..Alaaahhhhh..org lain semua sdh balik tinggal i lagi n the others yg dah nak berangkat balik... Mcm nie ahh??
..leave it or wait?..leave..wait..leave..wait..leave wait..leave..wait....arghhhh..

..Last choice....."I HAVE TO GO NOW'....full stop, noktah and muktamad..no talian2 hayat again....Ok la wahai kerusi, meja dan komputer yang selalu menyaksikan perangai dan kestressan sa ni..sa balik dulu..sa jumpa lagi kamu besok ya..hahahaa..i'm getting crazy talking with this stuff..

..SAYONARA....Liwa2 am..

Bad Work Habits!

.Morning fellow... (Do I have fellow here? nahhh...just forget it)...

I bought a new magazine yesterday...”The Malaysian Women's Weekly" August 2010 issue....
There's an article attracted me...” Beat Those Bad Work Habits!”...

..There were about 11 bad habits have been listed and to beat nowadays... one of it is what i'm doing now...”DOING YOUR PERSONAL THINGS AT WORK” such as Updating Blog.. Yeehaaa!

..Well, here is my opinion...
I think is depending on our time…right? If we have free time and there is no work to do on that time, why not we do something? Yes, we have been hired for doing our work everyday and what if our work only just that scope? And the rest is waiting for our boss for the next order... What should we do by the time we wait for ordered? Are we just sitting at our place? Are we just pretend like doing something so that other people saw us and think that we are busy doing our work? Actually, there’s no wrong we do our personal thing at work but as what my boss said to us, do your work and finish it first. After that, whatever you want to do it’s up to you. Do not leave the office except you have important things like meeting or something that need you to go out from the office with permission. This is my office rule and I know it different to every office out there… So, I shouldn’t compare to the others because, I know the scope of every people career are different too…

Talked about career, I’m not really happy what I’m doing right now. Why? Because I want to do something adventure, fun and can meet people and also can shared experience to people. I like free lifestyle, traveling and do something that people never do it. If I have a friend that can give me some advice and opinion I will love that but until now I still wondering why I don’t have a real best friend…

..Ada Aku Kesah..Do i care??..Naahhhhh..

..Yeehaaa..puas ati' sa..ada aku kesah? Hahahaaa...sa punya suka la mau buat apa sma blog sa..hati sa, jiwa sa, perkataan sa...apa sa peduli..bukan berdousa pun kamurang..hahaha..("berdousa" ahhh..teringat kpd s'sorang yg slalu cakap ni perkataan..) hikhikhik...Aikk..kul 5pm sdh plak..lagi half an hour mau blah..mau pi pasar..mau balik cepat..mau tengok CSI: Trilogy...my favourite tv show...

..Nda larat bah mau keluar2 opis ni...sesak nafas sa..gatal2 tekak sa..ada sepa2 mau volunteer garu ka..hahaha..Sa kesukaan skali ni ari..sbb sa rasa happy la..(lagi mau tanya ka..)..Actually sa suka abis apa sja sa mau cakap yg tia terkeluar dari kepala otak dan hati sa terkeluar bebas di dalam blog..tanpa diketahui oleh orang2 yang mengenali sa..(sa rasa la..) abis bukan ada org mau baca blog sa juga..huahuahua..Sa bebas berkata2 apa sahaja..bahasa malaysia ka, english ka, bahasa sabah ka, bahasa kampung sa ka..perkataan sa cipta sendiri ka..sepa kesah..yang penting sa puas ati', sa tia kacau urang, sa tia kasi susah idup urang, sa gumbira dan sebagainya..Kalau ada yg terbaca..terasa emo atau tia puas ati'..ko diam2 seja abis sa tia kestau org ramai pun..hehehee..Kalau ada yang suka..bah teruskanlah membaca..ko mau ketawa ka, ko mau tekantut ka, ko mau beguling2 ka...ko mau komen2 ka..teruskanlah..teruskanlah..kau begitu..(nahh..tiba2 sa ternyanyi lagu Agnes Monica..)..Kalau tia paham..buat2 paham la ahh..kalau mau minta translate..sorry sejalah..cari kamus di kadai..hahahaa..(jan..kama tersinggung..smile seja ketiii..)

Got to go..CSI is waiting for me at home..bubye..chalo batey..!!

..afTeR 2 dAys LeaVe..

..I'm back again..after two days i'm on leave..got MC mahh..after that take "EL" stand for 'Emergency Leave'..hahaha...I got fever, flu and cough, plus it is my 1st day PMS..That's happened on 26th July 2010..on 27th July 2010..my lil' daughter Eryqca got flu...that's why i took "EL".

Today is Wednesday, 28th July 2010..i still got cough..uhuk..uhuk..uhuk..what a sad day..but what to do i have to go to office..Actually, i want to share something about my PMS this time..It's started on 26th July 2010 after over a month i don't have period..i thought i'm getting pregnant for the second time..hahaha..(berangan la konon..)..But, i'm not preg..tadaaa..a bit frustrated but i still can except it.. Orang cakap belum ada rezeki..chewahhh..Never mind la lagi pun Eryqca just 10 months old..and i'm not plan for it..Rezeki datang awal or lambat, it's all God plan..
Oppss...back to the track..(telari plak cerita asal ni..)..About the PMS...

...Yup..i was a bit shock this time..last night when i took bath and wash my 'V'part, there's something like..flesh stuck on my 'V'..i pull it out and i feel curious what is that..Length about 4cm long, soft and bloody..I'm afraid maybe i was preggy after over a month i didn't have my period then "jatuh" after "ML"..hahaa..
I told my mum about it last nite and she said you have to drink this and that..OMG..i've been lecture again..Well, it's good for my own health what right..!!
I feel pain actually but i still can tahan la..Thanks Mom..

Uhuk..uhuk..uhuk..Argghhhh..this damn cough disturb my day..my voice changed just like the Queen of Rock Malaysia "ELLA"..hahahaa..Wanna hear me sing...?? Uurrmmm..no need la..menangis2 nanti semua..hahahaa...just kidding..i can sing what..no very well but at least can la..hehehe..


..wait for the next episod...tataa..

aLL aBouT erYqCa..

This is my lil' daughter Eryqca. She is 10 months old already. Very da Active, Da Jajal and Da jonjongget...She now ada gigi sdh (atas 2 bawah 2), can walk(wpun palan2) and she can eat rice now..Pasal makan memang tidak memilih tolak batu, kayu sama bangkai..Everything dia bantai..Kejajalan memang tidak terkira la..what ever she want she will get it by herself..Cepat bosan dgn permainan..Loves to see Berita di TV, football, iklan2 ganjil di TV dan suka muzik termasuk menari2..Loves newspaper, Laptop and ball..But she hates B.U.G.S @ Kumbang..hahahaa..She likes to play with plastic rather than her new toys..Cepat stress, cepat panas dan cepat BERPELUH...pergghhh..Dari tapak kaki sampai kepala berpeluh mcm jua her daddy..Kalau jumpa org memang dia scan habis2 tu muka orang dulu..agak2 yg menakutkan bagi dia..kompom tidak mau..Tapi kalau nampak budak2 kecil sebaya dia atau lebih tua dari dia ka, dia suka plak..kalau boleh dia buli2 la yang dia bleh buli..Kuat menggigit lagi..
Bad things tidak bleh dibiarkan di bawa sampai besar..So mummy, be strong ya..Try to tell her which one is good and which one is not..Otherwise she gonna make your life upside down..Scary dowhh..

Just some crazy thought..

..These few days i feel uncomfortable..Blurry..No focus in work but still try to do as much work as i can..I've think a lot of stuff and end up with messy thought.. No result..No solution..i was wondering where all my ideas gone..Just forget about..this is what they call life..I need to go home now..Maybe i can put more words into my blog tonight..hahaha..Damn i going crazy talking with my computer..!!
Bubye yo' allz..